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21 January 2008 @ 03:10 pm
I was thinking lately, and I wanted to make a list of things to do while I was high, mostly just things so that I can compare them to when I wasn't high.
1. Write a livejournal entry.
2. Make a youtube comment
3. Call somebody on the telephone
4. Take 8923 photos.
5. Make a video.
6. Have some lulz with nora who wants so desperately to get high this spring break.
7. probably invite alison too.
8. ...ill update l8er.
08 January 2008 @ 09:34 pm
I was feeling a bit nostalgic and decided to post on LJ again. SO anyway, i have decided that on my quest to find my creativity, i think I need to expand my vocabulary so that I can better express myself. I feel I already have a good vocabulary but it doesn't suffice because I constantly find myself unable to find a word or expression to say what I am trying to say. FOR EXAMPLE!!!! my first sentence where I said I was feeling nostalgic. Nostalgic is not the word I am looking for. I am trying to say that I just suddenly had an urge to post on LJ and I felt like writing something. I dont know a word for that. GAWSH!!!! i need some major work!! NORA HELP ME!!! i need some of your sage advise. not just on building my vocabulary but also on becoming more witty and fun!!!
25 September 2007 @ 10:27 am
I think that nora was right in her comment about something (SHOCKER!!!/...jk) She said that I should stimulate my mind with something obscure...and I should. I realized that I never read or do anything except work and being lazy. That can give me an unintelligent look and thusly will hamper my mind. I really should read more and focus on things. However, I have no imagination...i mean just give me something to draw using my imagination and i will probably draw you a stick figure saying hi. I mean, calling ppl hoes and bitch will only get you so far in terms of making a funny joke and i mean....so far, I think that everyone in this country, even our grandparents, have been called a fat-ass hoe slut. SO what I am going to do is continue being honest, try harder, and become more "well read" I mean, there is only so much else that I CAN do.
SO I hope that you all (you all being just nora) will wish me luck on my treacherous and life changing and ultra sexy journey. I think it is sorta like a journey to find..i guess my inner self and stuff. Im trying to say this without sounding really cliche or sounding like a person whose name is willow-spirit and works in an organic store that really only sells soybeans and weed. oh well.
SO yea wish me luck....ho
23 September 2007 @ 10:45 pm
ok. I really wish I was the "creative" type who could think of something witty or have good ideas like that. However, I am not. I want to be able to create, say, or draw things that are inspiring or interesting but it is so hard for me. Christy says that in order to be a good thinker or to be creative, first I have to be honest. Its easy for her because she is creative and comes up with ideas. Me on the other hand, its like...I cant think of anything. I just kinda sit there and listen to them talk and have a good time. sometimes it pisses me off. So I decided that I would work on being more honest in my journaling. Not that I am lying but I just kinda leave things out sometimes or I dont describe how I feel. But thats the thing...I dont know how I feel beyond the generic and basic, happy, sad, mad, kinda thing. All my friends are funny because they can come up with things that make ppl laugh..or at least me. ME on the other hand, try to be like them and end up just making ppl get annoyed. It really bothers me. Thats why I want to journal better. I think that this may help me open up my creative eye or something thought provoking like that.
so anyway, today was really boring....YA SEE!!!! look at that last sentence. it is sooo generic and boring. everything i do is boring or unimaginative. ok lets try that again. My day started with me waking up at about 11 am. That would not have been bad had it not been for the fact that I stayed up until abotu 3am the night before. I know...im such a PARTY ANIMALLL!!!! anyway, burton, got all upset when my dad told him that he could not go to his best friend jessica's house. it is really annoying and somewhat tedious dealing with burton because sometimes he just doesnt get things. and its not complicated things. he just doenst get things that are basic. for example, he doesnt get the fact that my dad says that he is not going to give him money because he is perfectly capable of earning it. he then gets very upset and throws a hissy fit. and its also annoying how he never listens to anyone. You could tell him something and he will just ignore you and when you confront him about anything, he will blow up in your face. ANYWAYYYY, burton was begging my dad to let him get out of chores for the day so that he could go to his friends house. My dad finally gave in which annoyed me even more (as you can probably see, i get annoyed easily). Its like...sometime I feel like my dad would not do that for me. and yet..burton can get what he wants just by bitching because he cant understand the concept of NO!!!!
other then that, today was good. there i go again being generic and boring.
So i basically sat around all day on the computer or something and did some chores. MY dad was bothering me all day to mow the lawn which really only takes me about 45 minutes but i still always put up a fight to doing it. I guess its because its something that is a chore and its tedious and it gets really frustrating because my lawn has many things i have to mow around. BUt hey, I got payed. Then one of my dads nice friends came over. I have to admit, since I am being honest here that I dont really like my dad. I mean I love him because he is my dad but i just dont like him. He never leaves me alone and just acts like I am always a villain. there are so many things that I can say about my family that, you guessed it, annoy me. Like the fact that they always point out my flaws. it makes me feel bad when they do that because i feel like a bad person. anyway, my dads friend came over and he brought over the treadmill that my parents wanted...like that will last. In about 2 months it will be in the basement never to see the light of day again. The poor thing.
so that is basically it. BEsides a few things here and there that annoyed me just about 2 minutes ago...like my dad who sounds like a broken record, there is not much more to report. I hope that this was honest enough.
03 September 2007 @ 10:27 pm
SO this sucks because i just found out that I am not in Chem class with the wonderful 1337 HAXXORXXZZZ nora. AKA rexic rex. this sucks. We were looking forward to this all along. I am going to have to have a serious talk with my teacher. I also want to go into french 4. I am worried that i wont be able to though because....Well what if it throws off my whole schedule? That would be horrible. GOD why didnt they listen to me the first time when i said that i wanted to be in french 4. AHH TEH ANGST!!!
03 September 2007 @ 08:58 pm
Ok so like...its been a long time. I was in canada learning french the whole summer. I am so bored here as well. I forgot all my LJ stuff like adding images and html and shit like that. I hope nora keeps ljing also so im not looking like a total loser. Im so nervous about school. I dont wanna do sports. Sports suck. Like a hoe.
Current Location: im ma room
20 June 2007 @ 03:47 pm
I have been neglecting lj and i feel so bad. However i did learn how to type in chinese and japanese and greek and hebrew on my computer. watch.あなたへ私を案これ輪へ目地も子こ時節
步肛肯烛睛甩民世服政治面目 在上超期藉示威
so yea, anyway. im leaving for canada soon, July 6th actually. I cant wait to go. im leaving for 6weeks so you people may not see me in a long time.
oh well. my summer has been boring. I took my dad to nyc today and i walked around while he was in a class. I walked to the empire state building and the crystler building. it was ok. He was at some college and i just got to walk around. I went pretty far uptown.
i forgot to bring the fish however.
06 June 2007 @ 10:30 am
SO far my summer sucks. I have poison ivy all over my...sexy...body and i have a viral infection in my throat. I guess i got it from all that PARTYING...ahem. Its very hard to type because i have cream all over my hands and they keep slipping all over the keyboard. Even though i am sick, i still have to go downtown to get my dad stuff everyday. I barely get a minute to myself. I have low wages, and my family needs to be fed. I have a son who needs to go to the hospital because he has lesickness disorder. And the conditions are horrible...ok now im kidding. BUt yea so far my summer sucks. I do have some plans to do over the summer though. I wanna get photoshop on my mac so i can make the cooliest icons. I wanna keep watching all my animes and now is a perfect time to catch up on bleach and to learn about new anime...AND NO NORA NOT THE CORN ONE!!! but if anyond has any suggestions let me know/ I also want to learn how to styalize my entries. I dont know how to add pictures or anything so right now all my entries look boring. HOWEVER, I hope to learn soon. umm so thats it.
Current Location: my little corner
Current Mood: crappysick sucks
01 June 2007 @ 02:28 pm
Ok so my last final was today and now I am out of school for the summer. That rocks. So anyway, now that I am out for the summer, I have nothing to do...well I guess I could do something like weed...nah..but now I can't see any of my friends for a whole summer because they all live so far away. That sucks.
Oh and if there are any foxy grandmas who wanna hook up this weekend, give me a call..Just kidding.
Current Mood: blahblah
31 May 2007 @ 10:48 am
Last night as i lay down in bed, i saw the full moon. I thought...HOw nice i must write about it. and i did...and then i became a werewolf...and killed people. But then i had a math exam just a few mintutes ago. It sucked. I have a french exam in a few hours. Noras here. She says HI.